The Kind of Happy

Mainly, I just want to be happy. That kind of happy where you don't really think. Where you don't have to take time to contemplate every little detail because, you just know. You know the sun will rise tomorrow, you know your imperfections will fade away and you know that faith is sustainable. Hard things come and go and you just feel good. You feel nurtured and well rounded and only anxious for more happiness. Not in a greedy way, but a humble way. Not in a prideful way, like you deserve the world, but like you are part of the world and it is part of you and because of that relationship you give and take. Happy like Angels. Happy like the split moment of sheer joy wakin up on Christmas as a child thinking, this is my time. It's always you're time when you are happy.

That's the kind of happy I want.