Heavens Be

Tulips happen to be my favorite flower. Did you know that? I just love the endless tulips that are popping up out of every corner of Logan. It is so amazing. Today was a really hard day. For some reason nothing went as I planned it. Last night, I felt sick and I didn't get to bed until two AM because I thought I was going to puke. Then this morning, I slept in too late and had to wait an hour and a half to use the restroom after my roommate got out of the shower. I walked up to campus with my spirits high. I thought to myself, I will sit outside! Why not? It is gorgeous out here! Then as soon as I sat down an old man with a cigarette sat down next to me. I had already taken out ALL of my belongings and was not about to move. So I just had to deal. I only have Internet up at campus because ours expired days before I got there. I leave the campus thinking all is well, and then realize... I should have printed off resumes! Why didn't I think of that???? Too late, I was already down the hill.

Around one o'clock I had lunch and then headed out to look for jobs. I went to almost every strip mall in Logan and to the real mall. I think I filled out 8 applications today, or around there. After having some luck, and no luck, I went into the LDS Employment Center. NO LUCK. Maybe next time?

Every time I talk to one of my family members on the phone tears come to my eyes. I can't lay down because my throat is clogged with spit. Sorry if that is too much information. I think I am just thinking too much about it when I want to go to sleep or take a nap. Then I can't because I am constantly spitting out my saliva trying to make room to breathe. I have a sore throat on top of that and it really hurts to drink Orange Juice, which is the only flavored drink I have. My feet hurt from walking to campus, because I'm not sure where I could park where they won't charge me. Plus, I want to try and save on gas.

I know this is a lot of complaining but if you just hold on a second more you will see the good of it all too.

I love the green, I love the mountains. They make me happy. I went to the temple grounds today after having NO luck with jobs. I sat there and prayed.

Heavenly Father,

Will you please get me a job? I promise I will be a good worker. I won't complain, and I will always be happy. Oh and another question. Could you find me some friends? You know, the good ones. Thanks... I would really appreciate it. Oh and... I miss my family. Tell them I love them. LOTS.

OK, so it wasn't EXACTLY like that, but it was close. I am happy here. I am going to get the hang of it, and soon you will hear stories of me and my friends running a muck around Logan and causing chaos wherever we may be. I just need to get in the hang of things. It will be great, and I will be the happiest. EVER Because I will have had this experience!!! 

Until next time... keep your nose clean! :D haha