Sickness

Today, I am offically sick. I woke up with a clogged nose, a sore throat, and now about an hour and half into the day I am coughing. Acutally, if I put that truthfully I am hacking up my right lung. On top of that, I had something happen to me yesterday that is still bugging me today. I prayed that it wouldn't but it offended me. Really, truly. I found out that I have until April 14th to pay 500$ of Rent to my new house, where I will get this money, I know not.

YET

Despite all of that, there is an upside.

Being sick NOW means that I have less of a chance of being sick next month when I move, and when I have no access to free medication. (aka- my parents medicine cabinet.)

I know that being offended by what was said isn't going to help me at all. I put myself in the situation of having less -good friends- for a reason. I should keep it that way. (that is an entirely different post all together) If I say anything else about this subject I will let out my offender, and that could be tragic.

I have 500 dollars. I do. But once I give them my 500 dollars I will only have 300 dollars to my name. Until my next paycheck, which will be larger then normal because I work two saturdays this month. I will be fine, it's just that I am scared. Then I think of general conference and if I just do what is right, and pay my tithing before I pay my rent. I will be fine.

So, all in all today is going to be a great day. A little fussy because of the insane headache I have but it will be great. Mainly, because I KNOW that I can do this, because CHANGE is what I need. I will always have my belief and the church no matter what, that will never fail me. Neither will my family, because they rock, even though I am a brat and am a little too prideful for my own good. Once I fix my pride, I will be traveling fast on the road of happiness.

SWEET DEAL RIGHT????